well, i workd 8:00-5:30 today. im exhausted from it as i have still not adjusted to working full time again. i cant sleep at night and i hate mornings. terrible combination. tomorrow i work 7:30-5:30. UGH. on a happy note i finally got the key to the classroom :)
i am trying to work on actually eating so i can start focusing on working out. i want to get in shape before david comes home...for both of us. i am tired of feeling the way i feel. the problem is i cant muster the energy to actually work out. and i am just not hungry. so tonight is my re-re-re-re-re(X infinity) start at actually eating. tonight i had a piece of salmon with a salad (minimal dressing) and a glass of wine. i know the wine isnt healthy since it is white wine, but from my research it can be beneficial because it helps me destress. and stress is a big reason why my stomach always hurts and why i cant sleep, why i cant lose weight, etc. so in my eyes, a single glass of wine with dinner is healthy.
today i got to talk to my good friend, barb. i tried to see her when i went to indiana but didnt hear from her. turns out she was in florida for 3 weeks. she owns a house out there! how awesome is that? she shared some really excited stuff with me, i with her, and we just caught up. it was so, so nice to hear from her. i miss her.
ok i am off to try and rest. the daylight is going to challenge me. i welcome the darkness! usually summer is my favorite time of year but i am just not feeling it this year. maybe its a sign im old....UH OH!
love,
ME
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