meh.

meh.

this single word is what describes my week.  i can think of many adjectives, but to sum it up....meh. or rather fuck you, week. 

i was home sick on monday. i went to work tuesday a little better, but wednesday and today i am sick again.  bubbly stomach, headache, irritability, and extreme fatigue. wtf is wrong with me?  here i am, trying to get my life on track, eating healthy, exercising, trying to be a normal member of society....but no, my body threw me a ginormous middle finger. 

the bad: im sick, im tired, im not exercising, i was late for work on wednesday, my students are being buttheads this week, i miss my hubby, im just...meh.

the good: i feel like i have good friends this week. im eating healthy in spite of my belly issue.

i know my moods change rapidly is why i say i have good friends "this week".  you all know i am not all there so forgive me if i have offended anyone.

last night my friend adrian came and put the new filters in for me so i can have clean air again. then his wife, also a dear friend, jen, shared the family's lovely meal with me, we enjoyed a glass of wine, and i got to play with their two beautiful daughters.  it was quite nice.

in other news, i have decided to finally pursue a much desired hobby, astronomy.  i would greatly appreciate any donations for a telescope.  the one i am looking at is $300.  

please, please, please!!!!

i will be waiting by the mailbox. :D  well, thats about it for now.  hopefully i will find my way to cali soon for a long awaited weekend on the beach. laters, baby.

"I have the choice of being constantly active and happy or introspectively passive and sad.  Or I can go mad by ricocheting in between."

             --Sylvia Plath